Just how am i supposed to enjoy myself-?

2009-02-15T11:21:00.002+08:00

so valentine's indeed can be enjoyed without the usual proper 1-on-1 date. =D

had dinner at a Jap restaurant, Waraku at heeren ytd! man it was good. haha! but it was made even better with the special room the restaurant gave us and the kind waitress whom we took a photo with and gave her my handmade rose. but finally.. everything would have been not fun if not for the people. cheryl rachel cherie nick weitian! haha. triple date. LOL. alot of exciting experiences la. like running from the front of wisma all the way to the old chang kee at ngee ann. =.= lol.

thoroughly enjoyed it. can be said to be one of the best days so far in 2009.

oh and thanks and apologies to uncle hassan as well for allowing me to leave on time from work ytd to meet up with them! =D

2009-01-26T20:51:00.002+08:00

When God Ran

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as
He brought me to my knees
I saw Him run to me - and i ran to Him

When God ran

2009-01-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

Like a shooting star

I can go the distance

I will see the world

I will face its harms

no importa la distancia.

2009-01-16T21:09:00.001+08:00

It was spring, but it was summer I wanted,
the warm days, and the great outdoors.
It was summer, but it was fall I wanted,
the colorful leaves, and the cool, dry air.
It was autumn, but it was winter I wanted,
the beautiful snow, and the joy of the holiday season.
I was a child, but it was adulthood I wanted,
the freedom, and the respect.
I was twenty, but it was thirty I wanted,
to be mature, and sophisticated.
I was middle-aged, but it was thirty I wanted,
the youth, and the free spirit.
I was retired, but it was middle-age that I wanted,
the presence of mind, without limitations.
My life was over, but I never got what I wanted.

- Jason Lehman

2009-01-11T08:41:00.001+08:00

Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

2009-01-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009!

It has been just a day into 2009, but i have made many realizations. It has dawned upon me that today is actually the day where the world no longer takes me as a student, but new adult who has just joined society. Returning from the countdown and gathering in the morning today, boarding the bus and tapping the ez-link card.. hey? it sounds different. no longer the double beeps of a student concession pass, but the single loud beep of an adult ez-link card.. leaving me rather stunned.

I have many dreams which i must realize this year. time will tell. i believe in myself that i will indeed succeed.

Looking forward yet also highly anxious about what this new year will indeed bring. For it is the first year in my life i am no longer a student.

Happy New Year everyone!

2008-12-25T17:09:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Yes it's Christmas again.
Seems like we celebrate it every year..
Then slowly year by year it becomes less worth celebrating?

No way!

If Christmas EVER feels like a drag, why is it so? Most likely, it is the endless list of parties, gifts to exchange and other gatherings which take place every year that makes us feel that it becomes less and less special. But if we remember the TRUE meaning of Christmas, then we will appreciate the warmth of Christmas each year.

Because it is not santa claus-mas, but CHRISTmas. It was on this day that Jesus Christ was born. Born in a manger to Joseph and Mary in Bethlehem, He became the greatest miracle ever known to mankind.

Happy birthday Jesus! I appreciate all that You've done for me.

2008-12-20T00:21:00.001+08:00

it's all been such a drag.

things need to happen sooner.
and when they happen,

time must slow down.

another thing on my mind..

什么时候

才走到

是非之外

2008-12-14T23:41:00.001+08:00

All I need is a rhythm divine

Lost in the music, your heart will be mine

All I need is to look in your eyes

Viva la musica, say you'll be mine

2008-12-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走　就算我的愛　你的自由　都將成為泡沫
我不怕　帶我走

2008-12-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

The Paradox of Our Time

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

2008-12-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

forget everything that comes before this.

start to post regularly after prom i think.

unless sth changes my mind again.

2008-08-08T06:48:00.001+08:00

DID THE STUPIDEST EVER THING LAST NIGHT.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-06-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

alright. so mid years are over. mixed feelings.. messed up 2, okay for the other 3. well.. i suppose that IS okay.. since the okay ones are my strong subjects that i studied for.. the 2.. well.. work harder i suppose. i've psychologically prepped myself for hard work for the rest of the year till As END. then i'll have my fun.

on a lighter note?

i learnt something new today!
about love.
or more specifically, expressing "i love you"!

here goes. if u don't already know, there are two spanish phrases, namely "Ti Amo" and " Ti Quiero" for expressing "i love you". If u put the two phrases in the google translator, both churn out as "i love you"! so what exactly is the difference? well.. ti quiero is love too, simply not to that deep a level. ti amo has a much more deeper meaning, indicating something everlasting, for sure, and will not change. Of course, it does vary from person to person. Quite interesting, don't you think? In english people use "i love you" so often that it kinda means nothing much now.. but spanish gives that much room to explore.

right. euro final tmr =D

dont really like both teams =.=

2008-06-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

A new day has... come.

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought i had it all
But i was waiting for you.

Hush, love.

I see a light in the sky
Oh it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun.
A new day has... come

Hush, love.

2008-05-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

all the bruises
aches
injuries
knocks
scratches
whacks
concussions (LOL)

the dripping sweat
sitting there gasping for air
lying on the mats in pain
trying to do funny stuff while dancing (LOL)

well, it all paid off in the end
im proud to announce..
cheetah is ONCE AGAIN
CHAMPIONS OF CHEERLEADING COMP
that makes it 2 in a row
we won in 2007, and this year 2008.
arent we good LOL

i think this year makes it even more special
this year, unlike last year, we were not exactly confident
we felt somehow the other houses were getting better
and it was not going to be an easy fight
but in the end, we still came out tops.
congrats everyone!
doesnt the medal look so nice. =D EHEHEHE.

our team is the best!
i think we stayed kind of united all the way till the end
despite all the tough trainings and hardships along the way.
our efforts paid off in the end.
of course very very special thanks must go to our dear LP
aka goldfish/laopo LOL
she didnt have to do all the things she did, but yet she still went on to do them.
i think we owe her a hug. HAHAHA

two in a row! lets make it 3 in a row next year.
i wont be in the team alr cos i'll grad by then but i'll try to come back to help!

once again, we did well..
and WELL DONE EVERYONE!
THIS VICTORY IS OURS TO ENJOY!

pain, blood sweat and tears are temporary
but victory, glory, honour and happiness is forever!!!

2008-03-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

seeing that tmr's the start of term 2, i shall post. what a long time since the last one too.

went to NUS open house today! the talks for the various faculties were pretty much generic.. till i got to the bukit timah campus.. the law faculty. seeing that studying law has always pretty much been my interest, the talk given by Prof. Tan very much interested me. it was kinda insightful and brought me to the realities of how competitive it is to get into such a prestigous faculty. no matter how much effort it may take.. my dream is to study law.

SO..........
here are some targets set for the A levels at the end of the year, in order to be able to at least let me have a shot at the interview and test to get into law. Without academic records, i wouldnt even stand a chance of being shortlisted.

TARGETS
GP-A
4H2 subjects - 3As in any 3 subjects, with the last one minimum B.
got A for chinese alr, so at least that's something.
PW is pretty much out of my control at the moment, but hoping for at least a B.

Okay. now these are the final goals, how to get there?
study study study study study.
im gonna hang the NUS goodie bag in my room to remind me everyday.

Term 2's gonna be the most busy part of the year, but i'll keep up with all the work at least, and start revision by early may. then after AB camp, it will be revision for the rest of the year.

NO MORE RELAXING FROM NOW TILL NOVEMBER.
NO NO NO MORE.

2008-02-29T06:43:00.001+08:00

Forever Author of Salvation
He rose and conquered the grave

Jesus conquered the grave!

Shine your light in let the whole world sing,
for the glory of the risen King!

2008-02-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

you're one in a million
you're once in a lifetime
you made me discover one of the stars above us

you're one in a million.

2008-01-20T08:34:00.000+08:00

Recently been watching this series "Band of Brothers"..
it's beyond a 5 star show i tell you.
it's about how a group of american soldiers fought in WWII.

some memorable lines..

translation of a german general's speech:

"Men, it's been a long war, it's been a tough war. You've fought bravely, proudly for your country. You're a special group. You've found in one another a bond, that exists only in combat, among brothers. You've shared foxholes, held each other in dire moments. You've seen death and suffered together. I'm proud to have served with each and every one of you. You all deserve long and happy lives in peace."

many a time we only see the allies being portrayed as the "good guys" and the germans portrayed as the "bad guys". Yet, through this we have every reason to believe that the germans suffered as much as anyone else did. in war, no one is better off.

another line from a 101st airborne veteran:

"I cherish the memory of a question my grandson asked me the other day, when he said: 'Grandpa, were you a hero in the war?' Grandpa said no. But I served in a company of heroes."

and another:

From this day to the ending of the world, we in it shall be remembered; We few, we lucky few, we band of brothers; For he who today sheds his blood with me shall be my brother.

-------------------------------------

They depended on each other, and the world depended on them.

There was a time when the world asked ordinary men to do extraordinary things.

How true.

2008-01-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

right.. okay so it's the new year!
time for an update.. lol.

ytd was enjoyable!
the fireworks at marina was spectacular and we had lots and lots of laughter and fun. cherie's house was also interesting! haha. cheryl upload photos on council blog soon! make the world envious that they didnt come with us! hahahahahaha.

okay so it's 2008.
i've got a feeling that this is going to be a great year
my new year resolution this year.. with sincerity and determination..
would be to have a highly ILLUSTRIOUS and SUCCESSFUL year.
in whatever i do! anything, anywhere, whoever, whatever.

im gonna be off to headbutt my pillow in a few minutes time.. gonna have the real start to 2008 tmr. i will do well! heh..

okay happy new year everyone! =D

2007-12-02T11:38:00.000+08:00

-perception

does everyone really care?
even if they appear to.

i think i will just choose my own way, and do what i like and feel i must do.

"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends" -Martin Luther King, Jr.

2007-11-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

-searching

I have my dreams too.
And things i wanna become.

But without searching, my heart keeps getting lost searching for you.

Even if it's going to be everyday that i have to keep going on acting happy without you.. I'm going to try to smile.

But it's just not like my heart to act this way, so maybe that's why my act isn't working..

What am i to do? I want to see you..

The words that i really want to say
Words you won't ever be able to hear
How much i love you, i cry out again.

This is not the end.
And i go on searching.

2007-11-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

-courage

to pick oneself up,
after falling hard,
and having faith,
to continue dreaming.

to look at her walking away into the crowd

and telling yourself

"there'll be someone out there i'll find"

dare you give yourself that hope once more?

~ we could never learn to be brave or patient if there were only joy in the world - Hellen Keller ~

2007-11-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

-pain.

pining for a person,
yet being able to only
to stare at her back,
seeing her walk away.

and perhaps never seeing each other again.

do you feel my pain tonight?

or will there be some chance?

2007-11-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

okay! this post will be my birthday post.
haha!

right. firstly before everything..
let me give my thanks to these people..

those who organised that class birthday outing on tues!
wanchin's prawn cracker present!
glen's early birthday sms wish!
nice surprise birthday cake on swensens that same tues!
online msn wishes from shur, lynn, rachel soh and rachel koh!
sharky's cute online-drawn birthday tick at midnight! =.=
ceph's online email interesting birthday card!
smses from a lot of people.. some include..
godmum.. sherry.. wanchin.. ceph..
oh oh and that sms at the stroke of midnight from yijia.
really made my day. haha!
oh and my mum and dad for the cake and red packets..
the nice st nicks invest and the 3 nice councillors who showed me around..
and wished me happy birthday by sms shortly after.. haha!
and jaime who wished me happy birthday on the way back!
and the friendster birthday comments..
from cristin crystal weisheng mingxian ah pow and shafiqah..
that should be it?

if i missed anything out from anyone.. SO SORRY OKAY! i really cant remember alr. haha.

okay lets talk about today then!
coolest day in a while.

morning woke up to a nice fruity birthday cake and red packets from my parents! woooo!
and seeing those smses at midnight made my day. haha.
yep yep. had that nice yummy cake then left for st nicks invest!
jaime was hilarious. had to come to school to glue shoe.
then so unglam go to stnicks then change into blazer-u! haha!

okay then stnicks was way cool i think.
the 3 councillors who showed me around, not jaime, cos she doesnt need showing around..
they were cool, friendly and hilarious.
hahahaha. many thanks to emily, natalie and roxanne.
keep in touch yeah? though it's like a one meeting kinda thing.
haha. kinda impressed with their invest la yeah.
one of the more cool invests i've seen.
and i kinda like their school.
nice food nice place nice girls.
HAHA.
well yeah enjoyed my time there today!
stnicks is a nice place.
(jaime must be happy to see this =.=)
but serious. it is a nice place.
too bad guys cant go there.
yep yep then the trip back wasnt eventful..
other than i taught shark and starfish dance.
tired out, ass hurts and all, so went home!
longgg way home. grah.
haha.

so my 17th birthday was kinda enjoyable!
=D
=D

2007-10-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

i want someone to be with me at night. to chat with me softly and lie by my side.

will she come?

2007-10-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

-to give ourselves up
-to forgo our pride
-to lose ourselves
-to love wholeheatedly.

2007-10-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

i don't really mind if no one reads this. im like feeling pretty =.= right now. don't know why too. but well yeah i just finished watching this really touching show on tv.

right now it's not exactly late.. it's only 11pm. im not exactly tired not exactly sleeping. just got this weird feeling somewhere inside that i got to let out. so i figured i'll blog.

this might seem like all random stuff to anyone who reads but well here goes.

what if we figure out we treasure something only when it's gone? then will we be able to fly to it, catching it in time, and finally treasuring it all your life.. or will we lose it forever?

what if the differences which once seemed so great that everything seemed impossible became easy to break down in an instant? would we seize the moment and take the chance? or would we let it go, seeing it as still impossible?

would be lose the things we value all that much in our hearts all because of pride? just because we listen to that loud voice around us, and we forget that little voice which speaks the truth of our hearts? it would seem all so foolish just because of pride.

will there ever be another single person in this world who could truly see through us and understand us well? or are each and every one of us forever a deep ocean of secrets and lies? and how about if one day this person came along. would we embrace him/her with open arms? or would we hold back in fear? because we have been hiding in this shell for so long?

and what about the face we present the world? is it ever going to be a true reflection of ourselves? or are we fated to forever wear a mask to face the world? to show the world what we believe should be shown at the appropriate moments, and to show what everyone else believes are our "attitude" and our "personality"?

when can we stop getting so caught up in our daily lives that we truly may learn how to love?

2007-10-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Keng Huang

You have been shortlisted for an interview with us for the Apex Club Youth Exchange Program 2007. We would like to meet with you on Saturday, 20th October 2007. Details are as follows:

Date: Saturday, 20th October 2007
Time: 3:45PM

We look forward to meeting you.

Regards

Kevin Lim
Vice-President
Apex Club of Singapore - City

hmm.. dunno if i'll get this chance to go to australia for this all-expenses paid trip for 3 weeks. haha mixed feelings i think. heh.

2007-10-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

WE'VE NO LESS DAYS

TO SING GOD'S PRAISE

THAN WE'VE FIRST BEGUN!

=D

2007-09-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

okay today was kinda interesting so i shall come back to blog after all this long while.

AIYO! TIO KENNA! =.= LOL
hahahaha. okay exam stress is getting to me.
another good reason to blog. heh

now on to what i wanted to say.
i got the chance to call the number 995 on my phone today!
but quite a shocking experience la.
i was coming out of the fare gates of the lrt.. then..
suddenly this old man fell backwards like a straight wooden board
THEN THUDDD on the floor like fainted like that
=.= scared like hell la quickly call ambulance..
then alot of pple came to see..
nearby clinic doctor came to help..
lrt personnel came to help..
then ambulance came in like 5-10mins.
i think and hope the old guy's fine.
the ambulance..
quite fast eh. but still quite slow lehh =.=

so that sums up the experience. got to call 995. RARE OPPORTUNITY!

just wondering if a 5-10mins response time for an ambulance is enough for a really really emergency case like severe bleeding or what is enough. i still think should be faster? but.. dunno la maybe that's the fastest our SCDF can go alr give them some credit =D

okay so maybe this will be my post for another long long time? hahaha.

2007-08-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

No Importa La Distancia

I Can Go The Distance. And i will.

2007-05-18T06:32:00.000+08:00

HERO - Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance if I asked you to dance
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
And would you save my soul tonight

Would you tremble if I touched your lips
Would you laugh
Please tell me this
Now would you die for the one you loved
Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine
Would you lie
Would you run away

Am I in too deep
Have I lost my mind
I don't care, you're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I just want to hold you
I just want to hold you
Am I in too deep
Have I lost my mind
Well I don't care
You're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
And I can be your hero

I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
And I can be your hero

And here's an extra something i found meaningful ytd.
“And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose” - Romans 8:28

2007-05-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

i was just thinking..
before i go on with this horrid life in jc.

i shall post about something that has made me feel that life in jc is not all that terrible but can be memorable after all. =D

how do i start?
it has all been a blur.
so fast so quick and all of a sudden it has ended
AND WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS

yes yes im talking about cheetah cheerleading for ajc sports meet 2007.

lets see. i was roped in by munchee into it.
quite reluctant at first, but i began to enjoy myself after a while.

all those practices, tiring but fufilling, exhausting but exciting, has all been worth our effort and time. =D we may have been terrible at times and made pple like pak and plump girl liangpei LOL go mad sometimes.. but we really put in our best in the end. =D

so.
the day (yesterday). LOL.
the time waiting at the mph and beside the grandstand after that for our turn to perform was really straining. so nervous that my hands went cold. haha yep then our turn came. we went in and WOO i could really hear the whole school cheering for us. i thought we were good. then hearing the cheering, comments from friends and others, and after watching the videos on youtube today.. i think WE WERE GREAT. we definitely outclassed and outperformed all the other houses and came in worthy champions. the gold medal really didn't come easy for each and every one of us who put in a tremendous amount of effort in this month we practiced together and gave our blood sweat and tears.. and not to mention near paralysis, bruises and whacks on the head (lol) etc etc. =D

it has been totally great for me in this one month and definitely the credit must go almost entirely to the cheetah cheerleading team. we're definitely a close knit bunch who came together without expecting it.. forging a bond that will remain in our memories =D oh oh. we must have an outing together lahh. someone organize please? hee!

oh and if anyone wants to watch our cheerleading performance.. go to youtube! here are the links.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsqunNmqtTQ (front view, better one)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QO5Gm-k8dg0 (side view, not as good, but still good hee)

2007-03-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

everyone needs chances.
but not everyone gets them.

i have mine.
and when more come,
i'll take them.

and never look back.
ever.

2007-03-16T14:01:00.000+08:00

this song is very touching.
pls tell me if u want me to send it too u.. =p

Why? - Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day, just me and my Daddy. He said I'd finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse that of course was not quite as wild
We heard a crowd of people shouting and so we stopped to find out why There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes

So I said Daddy why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe? I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's going to cry
You said he is stronger than all of those guys-Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy and daddy said I should go inside
Some how he knew things would get stormy, boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering if there was something that he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out, I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from a cross:

And it said : Father why are they screaming. Why are the faces of some of them beaming? Why are they casting their lots for my robes??
This crown of thorn hurts me more than it shows. Father please can't you do something? I know that you must hear my cry.
I thought I could handle a cross of this size, Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die. When will I understand why?

My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus this hurts me more than you know, but this dark hour I must do nothing.
I've heard your unbearable cry - the power in your blood destroys all the lies, soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below see the child trembling by her father's side. Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.

2007-03-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

i kinda miss orientation2 alr. it was just ytd when we were having so much fun! haha.. wish i could have another 3 days.. or maybe even have it last as long as it can.

orientation2 gave me the feeling that i could finally truly truly say that AJ rocks. the finale yesterday was pretty awesome. but it was not just the finale. the whole 3 days of it.. whether the tough going at times or the fun we had during games and dance.. it was what i would really call great moments.

i'll really nv ever regret becoming an OGF! panthera OGFs.. you rock. special thanks to claudia elina and of course the cute little dragon eugenia.. whom i worked with for OG 10 atrox.. haha! and of course the rest of the panthera ogfs.. the self high-alvin, the stripper-munchee(LOL), the scandalous-terry&shimin.. a really cute group la.

ME AND CUTE LITTLE DRAGON XD

PANTHERA OGFS. SOME MISSING.

OGFs! OUTING NEXT WEDNESDAY. AFTERNOON. MUST COME! =P

2007-03-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

I DREAM

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are

Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause this race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

There's a time, In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First or last, Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be
The hero that's in me
I dream

I dream!
Of the moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

2007-02-25T09:31:00.000+08:00

ytd was one of the better days i had in a while.. lol.

the day started off with OGF workshop!
quite sian at first cos the thought of going back to AJ on a saturday really put me off..
but started to enjoy myself la i think. the dance was pretty fun! hahaha..
know quite a number of new pple too.. then enjoyed suaning alot of pple the whole day.. like weijie.. i pulled off his pants during lunch LOL. then munchee.. also suan her alot lol. (munchy? suddenly sounds like it.. munch munch munch lolol XD)

then dinner! enjoyable business. lol. went with pearleen.
alot of funny things happen la. like bird droppings.. (!#%@^)
lol. then alot of interesting decisions. LOL.
somewhere along a strange dark place. walking home. lol

too tired to say more alr. zzzz i go sleep le cya LOL

2007-02-22T10:10:00.000+08:00

im in school now!
nelson is saying he wants me to say he's very cute..
but i shall say he's very ugly XD

im very hungry.. lol..
i sacrificed my eating time to play soccer.. oops
there's a maths test later!
and i haven't studied.
oh who cares.

GROWLL. IM HUNGRY! LOL

2007-02-21T11:21:00.000+08:00

IM IN SCHOOL NOW! LOL

2007-02-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

had soccer match today..
was rather alright la.
we won! [6-2] =)

now on to the interesting part.
highlight of the past week.

GCE 'O' Level Results.

well.. i did pretty alright i guess?
happy enough, considering that i didn't work hard.
hahaha..

My Results:

7 Distinctions, 4A1 3A2 2B3
L1 R5 of 9 points.

Subjects :

English: B3 (biggest disappointment. I usually get A2s in sch. DAMN)
Pure Lit: A2 (very wonderful. tyco. LOL)
Comb. humanities: B3 (expected)
E Maths: A1 (weee)
A Maths: A1 (WAHAHA I NV PASS BEFORE AND NOW, A1!?)
Physics: A1 (my pride and joy!)
Chemistry: A2 (not bad hehe)
Biology: A2 (waha. mrs joseph will be proud.)
Chinese: A1 (LOL)

As u can see, i am happy with MOST of my subjects. except ENGLISH. dammit. i WILL DEFINITELY strive to get an A for GP for the 2 years of my JC life i tell u. NO MORE Bs. STRAIGHT As SHALL BE THE WAY TO GO for GP.

2007-02-09T09:04:00.000+08:00

TODAY.
the day of the GCE 'O' LEVEL results!
it's kinda exciting.. wonder how my results will be like.
im praying, and praying really hard.
i will have faith in the Lord.

Love the Lord, all you his saints!
The Lord preserves the faithful
but abundantly repays the one who
acts in pride.

Be strong, and let your heart take
courage,
all you who wait for the Lord!

Psalm 31:23-24

-And now we sing to proclaim Your Majesty.. Let the earth rejoice, singing with one voice, let the people cry holy holy holy! Every creature sing, praises to the King.. All creation cry holy is the Lord!

2007-02-05T05:27:00.000+08:00

i have my priorities, standards and goals.

no one stand in the way please, thank you.

on a brighter note, i watched goong..
then there was this odd subtitle..
shin was describing chaegyung..
" your legs are so corpulent u could kick a cattle to hell "
LOL.

2007-01-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

who is the real killer?
the one who writes the names and orders the assasin?
or is it the one who pulls the trigger?

this is not my story. it's my song.

do u understand? i hope u don't understand.

2007-01-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

alright. today!
i realise i most likely will be only posting on weekends.. lol.
really too busy. i really dread mondays. i'll be eagerly awaiting friday and the weekends! which will mean soccer soccer soccer! woooooo! going soccer-crazy these days.
ahem ahem im supposed to be studying, so dear me. lol.

right about today!
match cancelled! felt disappointed about it at first.. but nvmind! i had other plans.. LOL.
arranged for our own sporting session in the rain! as u can see, rain does not stop us. =.=
kian suggested table tennis! eunice suggested soccer! and so, me, the oh-so-smart fellow, (lol im kidding im kidding) decided to have a session of table tennis and then soccer!
it went great! although i played totally foolishly today and was pretty much a joke. lol.
the wet ground, few people playing, does strange things to peoples soccer skills. okay excuses abound. lol. huaice was so noisy la. keep saying how lousy i am.. lol. i whacked him with the ball several times and pulled down his pants. LOL. (now u know what i do to people who are too noisy). LOL kidding kidding. and on the lrt with the 2 of them gurls we heard someone playing odd very very obiang chinese music. lol. didn't know who it was though.

looking forward to playing soccer again when i go back to bp again this week! hope i can go back often and play with they 2.. it's quite fun! although i dread eunice's volleys.. it just comes WHAM at me la. lol. =.=

2007-01-13T16:39:00.000+08:00

okay la. haven't blogged in a long time..
the heart is willing but the flesh is weak lol.
have been waking up daily at 5am.. leaving the house at 6 and reaching school at 7.
mind u, it's VERY DRAINING.

okay had lectures in school all week and fell asleep in all but one or two of them.
esp the GP and the physics ones. very zzzz.

some of the more interesting facts this week.
went to pizza hut on thurs!
alright there's nothing interesting about that =.=
EXCEPT. ami's sick jokes.. and the turning off of the lights when pple were in the toilet lol
and daryl unable to aim properly...... opps censored. hahaha
our OG played ball games ytd! very fun. all with a soccer ball, although the games had nothing to do with soccer. hahahaha. for more info and pics, refer to weijie's blog. just pretend u don't see that picture of me there lying down. lol.
oh and also many many apologies to huiling.. i sent the ball flying and hitting into her ear.. paiseh.. it looked hard.
also went bowling yesterday!
not a very good game.. but can't be helped! i haven't bowled in 4 years!
had a score of 84 with only 1 strike and 3 spares.. zzzz. then had 2 0/-s. very stupid of me.
but enjoyed myself though.
the instant noodles there cost $2. what do they use, water from japan!?
and dumb old me just had to go buy without asking the price first.

went back to bpghs 3 times this week. =.=

2007-01-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

just some thoughts about sec sch life and jc life.

went back to bp today and last saturday.
and realised.. i really really miss bp alot.
even though the place has changed...
hearts and people don't change.

i grow move on to jc life..
only to realise that i've left my heart behind..
in bukit panjang government high school.
our school.. it's special in a way of its own.
i really wish i had the chance..
just to be a secondary school student again.
yes it comes with ups and downs.
but still, it is the bp spirit and bond that holds us students together..
and creates a school spirit which can never be found elsewhere.
not in jc, especially with different schools coming together.
but other jc students now may not feel the same way..
but bp students do have that bond and i feel i just don't fit in with the rest.
for i am in jc physically but my heart and soul is back in bp with the rest.
in just that ordinary classroom. with my classmates.
dashing to play soccer after school or just hanging out late.
all the juniors have made up much of the fun too.
i'll really be looking forward to returning to bp very often.
VERY OFTEN. juniors. hope to see all of u around. meet up for outings if possible!

ALL bp students share a special bond and moments that will last till the end.

right now.. on a lighter note.

sec 1 orientation campfire on saturday was fun la!
at least it provided a chance for us to meet old friends..
and have fun night out with our juniors!
went to play bball with the couns!
played till late at night.. heh..
then during play.. by accident..
i smashed into junhao.
lol. then landed on my entire body face torso hands legs flat face down. =.=
amazingly, not hurt. except for a slight knee bruise.

sunday!
soccer!
i think im really getting into being a goalkeeper.
it shall be my sports life.
lol.
but played horribly on sunday with lots of stupid mistakes.
so lets not talk bout that.

lets talk about today!
school.. okay la.
lectures pretty boring.
back to bp again!
went there slightly early.
then played street soccer in the school's street soccer court.
on my team, me, kian, jack, eunice and yulian.
we won by a large margin though the opposing team were all guys.
woooooo! this shows gurl power is gd la.
why do i say that? cos playing today, i realised eunice is gd la.
the three of us guys were shocked by her ball power.
it goes *bounce then.. (kick) *WHAM* LOL.

eunice if u're seeing this.. i seriously think u are one of the best gurl players in our school.

not really looking forward to school tmr. if going back to bp, then yes i look forward. lol.

2007-01-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

alright. now that im rested and more energetic.. i shall post about the three days of orientation in ajc! then later tmr i shall post about today, no yesterday. it's past 12 mn. lol.

ORIENTATION FIRST DAY
came to ajc feeling absolutely apprehensive. yeah the new environment and new people does things to people. but then met up with some bp students.. then felt much more comfortable after that. we saw how we were divided. there would be 6 ancients and 6 descendants in each ancient. e.g. 36 groups. im in PANTHERA - Coryi. okay then everyone went up to the hall.. for assembly. the national anthem played in aj really sounds weird la. it's fast, and strange. right nvm. we had subject talks...a very boring thing to have. then.. LUNCH! lol. alright then after lunch were games.. dance. the dance on the first day was difficult la. and most found the games pretty boring. so in essence.. i don't thing anyone really really enjoyed the first day, mostly due to the fact that we haven't adjusted to the new environment.

SECOND DAY
met up with joan and valencia.. they go to rjc u see. so it's just two more stops from YCK. not used to saying yck.. for 4 years it has always been cck cck cck. i really miss bp.. alright nvm on to the things at school.. the first part of the morning was as terrible as ever.. SUBJECT TALKS. we sat in the hall for who knows how long listening to teachers talk about subjects which, no offence intended, really have zero interest in. ended up with back ache leg cramps. the lunch was pretty cool la. the chicken chop tasted pretty alright for school canteen food.. so i figure the school canteen food is not bad.. shall try every stall next week. lol. after lunch, the real fun of the orientation begins! haha.. everyone was really starting to get more enthu, and with our ancient, PANTHERA, in the lead, everyone was really wanting to win. played games with much more enthusiasm and the mass dance was pretty cool. it was a new partner dance. and i guess why it was more cool to me was because it was much much easier to learn. lol. alright i went home pretty exhausted.

THIRD DAY
wooo! the best day of them all. although at times i regret not ponning sch.. (all BPGHS students will know what i mean) muahaha. okay i shall explain this. in the morning.. more than 10 of our dear so called good bukit panjang government high school students.. met at yck mrt station.. to discuss whether all of us would not go to school or not. how wonderful eh? but decided to go in the end.. just in case ajc called bpghs to complain then we would really get it big time.. lol. the day went generally the same way except that pple were getting much more enthu! haha.. the campfire was the best part! had dances in the rain and nearly asked ami to go on stage to do a pole dance. lol. went home pretty late. tired. haha.. looking forward to OG outing on monday! either steamboat or dining out at orchard i suppose? =p

okay look out for my next post, which will be about ytd's bpghs sec 1 orientation campfire. lol. im too lazy to continue typing after typing so much. i think i'll post about that a little later. haha..

2007-01-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

okay..
as usual..
i procrastinate and procrastinate..
and end up not posting much.

haven't been doing anything much except countdown to new year for the past few days..
quite boring, it has been. lol.

right.. it's the new year.
so.. NO MORE.
haha. i shall be hardworking. (i certainly will try. lol)
since im going to ajc..
i HAVE to be.

going to ajc tmr!
bloody, i have to reach there at 7am.
AHHHHH.
BUKIT PANJANG ----------> YIO CHU KANG.
how early will i have to wake up? =.=
but then..
wonder what ajc's gonna be like?
hope it'll be fun!
will leave at ard 5.30 though. 0.0
so late.
i can might as well sleep there.
then dunnid rush all the way down next morn.
lol.

old friends from bpghs or otherwise..
MUSTMUSTMUST keep in touch.
i'll miss you peeps.
esp all of u juniors from 202 & 207 esp.
must meet up sometime soon ya?

2006-12-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

alright. today.
went to sch today..
mind u, its the new old bp. not ajc as of yet.
just went to take a look la.

then.. go there walk here walk there.
horrible place la.
but the atmosphere not bad.
very...... natural. lol.

then that tiger came up..
said he didn't like my hair in a colour other than black
************* (censored)
bloody.
nvm.. just he wait. lol.

then went down to orchard to get something!
then came back to cck to meet up with the 202 pple!
to give out choc.
lol. what a long-distance-travel day.

and JINGYI PLS RPLY MY MSG QUICK.
like snail. lol. kidding.
and like posting here is gonna help. lol.

--------------------------------------------------
right enough about those things.
i was just thinking of something.
since we live in such a materialistic world..
everyone goes to where the money is..
is social cohesion and racial harmony really in effect?
okay this is pretty random.

Santa that's my only wish this year...

2006-12-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

My Only Wish (this year)

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) she'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
She's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.

oohhh ohh yeah

Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town
Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true

Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
She's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe
She's all want and a big red bow

Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
She's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year

Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well she's all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.

aww...... i just love this lovely song.
i changed the "he"s to "she"s..
to reflect how i really feel perhaps? =p

2006-12-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

before going on.. lemme apologise for the lack of posts..
hahaha..
poor ulnaiy has been bugging my tag all day to post
LOL

okay now.
there isn't really much to post about.
except the christmas has come and gone.
okay.. then again, there are 12 days of christmas..

On the first day of christmas my true love sent to me~~~
lalala~ LOL.
okay no singing.

right im sick. (perhaps in the mind too, but nono im talking about flu here)
it feels terrible..
my nose has run off to europe.. =.=
then again, siying's sick too!
i think this is retribution..
i laughed at her when smsing her this morning cos she had the flu.
then.. by the time i got back in the evening..
i was down with it too. the funny thing is..
-i was at no point of time in contact with anyone with flu today!
@$@%@!$@^%#

alright i hope i get better by tmr!
well i should..
normally my flu bouts last only less than a whole day..

oh and yes yes i went to ikea at tampines too today!
too look for a table for my new computer which is going to be delivered soon..
i was imagining how nice my room could look with entirely new furniture..
but then again, dream as i wish..
my parents won't waste money buying new furniture for me.
lol but nvm! i shall continue dreaming and lamenting about how awful my room is..
but it's actually okay la, save a little messy and furniture slightly old.

not many days left for the hols..
going off to sch soon!
i wonder how AJC will be like?
cool, i hope.

but for now.. i'll enjoy the last of the hols.
ASK ME OUT! hahahaha

chow.
P.S. i'll see to it that i post more often =p

2006-12-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

alright.. ytd was.. a good day in some ways and bad in others. =.=

went ice skating ytd with joan and hw..
the children there all so pro la!
then im there like some idoit trying to keep my balance..
zzzzzz.
was rather embarrassing at first la but got better after that.
hmm it was alright la except my feet hurt pretty badly after that..

went to eat sakae sushi after that with the same 2 + lyeee. lol
okay the tofu was nice la!
ate about 8 plates of tofu i think.
8 * $1.90.
lucky was buffet.
if not i eat roughly 16 dollars worth of tofu.. lol
the soft shell crab roll was nice too!
then halfway.. joan went to laosai. wahaha.. lol so evil of me

right then went off to concert..
quite sian diao la actually
but heck -.-*
oh and i like the piece charming asia LOL

so after concert.. went home lo.
sian sian de. thought can go somewhere hang out or sth.
dropped at yew tee..
then from there.. WALKED home..
not really la. just walk to cck and take lrt home..
please la. 12+ le still so many pple.
what the heck?

------------------------

lol skip..
im gonna get a new computer in about two weeks! wooooo!
all for only $299..
muahahaha..

christmas eve this sunday..
then christmas on monday!
xiao di men..
go eat on christmas is it?
contact me to confirm again lo..

AND PPLE WHO HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR CHRISTMAS PREZZIES.
COME GET IT NOW!
WHILE STOCKS LAST.
lol kidding.

2006-12-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

lol i went to appeal for acjc today. no, ytd.
its midnight alrdy! wahaha..
midnight = new day!
doubt my chances.. but who cares.

im going shopping later today..
sounds weird.
but yes. shopping today. Wednesday, 20th Dec 2006.
in the afternoon..
by myself T.T
well no choice la. prob. no one will come with me?
i most likely will be going to bugis and queensway..
join me anyone? just gimme a call or sms..
hahaha..

and yes, whoever wishes for a happy christmas from myself..
will get it!
hahahaa..
u simply have to ask!
there are too many pple out there to give to..
so if i accidentally leave out any one of u..
im so sorry!
haha..
(btw, this Christmas is costing me a bomb)
but alright, just for the festive season..
hee.

and wait wait im gonna go brush teeth before continuing to post.
lol

ok back =.=

nothing much to post about..
but it really is not of great importance..
should by appeal not get through..
lol
and im feeling dizzy now.
this post is so random lol.

oh and starhub's having a maxonline promotion! yay.
gonna get a new computer soon. soon=1 month?? ..............

i need some slp.
so cya pple, lest i feel too dizzy and can't go shopping TODAY.
zzzzzzzzz

2006-12-18T21:12:00.001+08:00

You Should Rule Mercury

Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.
Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match.

Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.
A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you.

What Planet Should You Rule?

2006-12-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

it's getting pretty depressing..
for various reasons stated and not stated below lol

alright i went for soccer training ytd..
ended up with a pretty bad sprain/injury/whatsoever lol to my shoulder..
argh i hope i'll recover soon..
hurts terribly.. grah.

today's a boring day..
been sleeping almost the entire day (mainly due to my shoulder)
ASK ME OUT SOMEONE..
IT'S GETTING BORING.
but somehow, im not looking forward to school reopening.
the uncertainties etc etc etc
zzzzz.

then, the rain is damn stupid lah.
rain rain rain
my soccer shoes, gloves, etc etc etc can't dry.
then if they get a little smelly then i have to rewash
%^#%@^#!*

oh and some presents for christmas are ready..
though some others aren't.
argh. i need to work on it already.
i won't reveal what the presents are wahahaha.
when some of u out there recieve it, u'll know.

then i can't enter o2 jam servers for some reason.
another reason to complain around about.

this post seems rather random..
but really, there's nothing to do.

SOMEONE SOMEBODY ASK ME OUT DAMMIT

2006-12-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

alright..
i almost forgot..
do up blog do this do that.
then forget to post. =.=

alright.
first things first..
many thanks to YIANLU..
for helping me with my blog..
she's a real pro..
so anyone who has any blogging qns, probs, GO LOOK FOR HER.
LOL
(thus, i've given her the 1st spot on my friends links, my way of saying thanks hahaha)

next thing..
well.. i've gotten into anderson junior college (science)
not a bad thing although i din get my 1st choice.. (acjc)
i think i might just stay at ajc if i do okay for Os..

going for soccer later!
hahahaha

and im dling O2 JAM. play, anyone?

NEW BLOG

2006-12-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG...

EVERYONE PLS RELINK HERE FROM MY OLD LIVEJOURNAL!